Originally posted
in the Santa Monica Daily Press September 5, 2013
Dear Life Matters,
I don’t know what
is happening to my marriage. All seemed great before the pregnancy, but now not
only is everything about the kid, but we never, and I mean never, have sex
anymore. My son is 19 months old now, so you see, it’s been awhile.
We use to have so much
fun together, we partied, always had a good time and the sex was fantastic. I
just cannot believe we are the same two people.
It is not just my
wife either. She did have post-partum depression and during that time I played
mom and dad while she had some treatment. But after that, when she was much
better, she did not have any interest. But the thing that bothers me the most
is that I can’t imagine even touching her in a sexual way anymore. Once she was
obviously pregnant, I just was turned off. Our obligatory attempts at making
love have been futile and downright embarrassing.
I don’t want to
leave her, I love her, but I can’t bear this sexual situation much longer. Can
you shed some light and give me any recommendations?
Thanks, Frustrated
Dear Frustrated,
This is not
uncommon when a baby has just been born. Hormones are all over the place, sleep
deprivation and then a post-partum depression that required treatment — that is
a lot. Have you ever discussed your feelings about having the baby and about
your wife’s depression? Did she feel supported during that time? Did you resent
her condition because she couldn’t come through for you and your son?
You said you didn’t
want to touch her once she was pregnant. I have counseled men who just couldn’t
have sex during the pregnancy. Even though medical science has proved otherwise,
and with doctors’ assurance, they just felt superstitious about it, like it was
somehow wrong. Some men have talked to me about having a hard time with it
after the baby is born because they feel like it’s no longer clean, or quite
frankly, many of them can’t put it into words. If a mother is breast feeding,
many men do not want to go anywhere near her breasts.
The other thing is
that some men have what is called a “Madonna/Whore” complex. Once married or
after pregnancy and child- birth, a wife is viewed as the Madonna and
therefore, untouchable. The roots of this are generally pretty deep and beyond
the scope of this article, but if you suspect you have this, you should seek
therapy.
All of these things
need to be worked out. I would guess that you and your wife have many unspoken
thoughts and feelings and while it may be difficult, your best hope is to talk
it out. If you can’t do it alone, see a marriage and family therapist.
You also mentioned
that you had great fun and partied a lot before the pregnancy. I wonder what
did you mean by this exactly?
If you were using
lots of alcohol and other drugs, but then had to stop because of the pregnancy,
you may have a problem with sober sex. This is not unusual. Alcohol is very dis-inhibiting
and makes sex a lot easier and freer unless you go too far and then can’t have
it at all. But it sounds like you had a very satisfying sex life before giving
up partying, as you call it. I am not saying that this is the entire problem,
but it is definitely something to consider.
It is most likely a
combination of all of those things and I am not sure that you can work this out
alone. You might want to see a certified sex therapist who is also a licensed
psychotherapist. This is probably your best bet.
Start talking with
you wife now and see if you get far enough along in the conversation that you
both agree to see a sex therapist.
Avoid attacking or
blaming. Blame your problem on adjustment to pregnancy and a child, or to
possibly not knowing how to have sober sex. Remind her of how much you love her
and how important this is.
Our “selves” are
deeply connected to our sexuality so it is important that you do not ignore
this. It is bad not only for the marriage but for each of you individually. It
will, if it hasn’t already, affect how alive you feel, and your general
self-esteem.
I say don’t wait any longer; 19
months, plus the duration of a pregnancy, is a long time.
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