Originally published in the Santa Monica Daily Press on August 7, 2013.
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Dear Life Matters,
I am feeling depressed, but I am really more confused than depressed.
At the end of June, I suddenly called off my wedding. I know why, at
least I think I do. I feel kind of crazy to have gotten so far along
only to have abruptly called it off.
We are still together. He thinks that I just got cold feet and even
though it has caused him great embarrassment, which he constantly makes a
point of, he forgives me because he understands that I have certain
“weaknesses.”
My friends and family think that I am nuts because he is so perfect
in so many ways. He holds undergraduate and graduate degrees from Ivy
League colleges, he is already successful and well on his way to great
things. He is also quite handsome and from a very good and wealthy
family.
My family is also well off and my father has been very successful. I
am quite close to my father, but the truth is that I have problems with
my mother, who is always pointing out my flaws and trying to change and
perfect me. Actually, this is one of the reasons that I stopped the
wedding. My fiancé reminds me of my mother.
He “loves” me, but I am never quite as good as I should be or as good
as he is. He is really great in all the ways that I have said and that
my friends and family say. I do love him; he has a very sweet side. But
he is hard on himself and hard on me. It’s as if he is addicted to
perfection.
But despite being hard on himself, he is also very vain. He is
constantly bragging about himself and putting others down behind their
backs. This is the side of him that I just hate. It really scares me.
Yet he seems like that guy that most any woman would want and I really
feel crazy, as in confused.
Signed,
Help
Dear Help,
I am really feeling you and understand your confusion. It is far
better to stop and wait, trust your intuition and examine your fears
before proceeding into such a big commitment.
While it may not seem so anymore, marriage is (meant to be) for a
lifetime. If you break up the first year like many marriages do, you
still will have spent lots of money unnecessarily and you will still
experience the pain of a lost dream and feelings of embarrassment for
having failed. And of course you will have to break up the household
that you have set up, one of you will have to move and there will most
likely be arguments over the wedding gifts.
If you continue in your marriage and then get pregnant, you will be
together for the rest of your lives. And unless you get along well, your
children will feel the effects of a bad marriage or divorce.
If you have big questions now you are right to step back and truly
explore your concerns. Love is not enough! It can wear off quickly if
you are not well suited for each other or if either one of you have
problems with the others’ character.
Simplifying it, you should have the three Cs: 1) Common values and goals 2) Character 3) Communication.
If you do not have all three, you are most likely headed for trouble.
I always recommend pre-marital counseling, with a religious leader or
therapist, for anyone who has questions. This can give you the
opportunity to clarify whether you have the same goals and values and if
you have the same or at least similar expectations about what your
family will look like.
It can also help you have better communication. It is often said that communication is the secret to staying in love.
Finally, it is extremely important that you like and respect your
partner’s character. Character is not something you can change later and
if you don’t like it now, that flame that burns hot today will
eventually flicker out.
In your case, you have already called the wedding off so it should be
no surprise that you want to do some counseling to be sure. If he won’t
go, that tells you a lot and I strongly advise you to go on your own.
There is not enough room or time here to go into what might be going
on with him. However, I will say that he sounds deeply insecure. I
realize it does not look like it, but anyone who constantly brags about
himself or herself and puts others down is, in my view, someone who is
trying to convince himself but probably does not know it. Underneath it
all, there is serious insecurity.
But again, this is part of character and does not change on its own.
If anything, it may get worse unless he is lucky enough to get some
psychological help.
- See more at: http://smdp.com/column-how-to-know-if-you-are-entering-a-good-marriage/125455#sthash.A9vZFJ7d.dpuf
Dear Life Matters,
I am feeling depressed, but I am really more confused than
depressed. At the end of June, I suddenly called off my wedding. I know why, at
least I think I do. I feel kind of crazy to have gotten so far along only to
have abruptly called it off.
We are still together. He thinks that I just got cold feet
and even though it has caused him great embarrassment, which he constantly
makes a point of, he forgives me because he understands that I have certain
“weaknesses.”
My friends and family think that I am nuts because he is so
perfect in so many ways. He holds undergraduate and graduate degrees from Ivy
League colleges, he is already successful and well on his way to great things.
He is also quite handsome and from a very good and wealthy family.
My family is also well off and my father has been very
successful. I am quite close to my father, but the truth is that I have
problems with my mother, who is always pointing out my flaws and trying to
change and perfect me. Actually, this is one of the reasons that I stopped the
wedding. My fiancé reminds me of my mother.
He “loves” me, but I am never quite as good as I should be
or as good as he is. He is really great in all the ways that I have said and
that my friends and family say. I do love him; he has a very sweet side. But he
is hard on himself and hard on me. It’s as if he is addicted to perfection.
But despite being hard on himself, he is also very vain. He
is constantly bragging about himself and putting others down behind their
backs. This is the side of him that I just hate. It really scares me. Yet he
seems like that guy that most any woman would want and I really feel crazy, as
in confused.
Signed,
Help
Dear Help,
I am really feeling you and understand your confusion. It is
far better to stop and wait, trust your intuition and examine your fears before
proceeding into such a big commitment.
While it may not seem so anymore, marriage is (meant to be)
for a lifetime. If you break up the first year like many marriages do, you
still will have spent lots of money unnecessarily and you will still experience
the pain of a lost dream and feelings of embarrassment for having failed. And
of course you will have to break up the household that you have set up, one of
you will have to move and there will most likely be arguments over the wedding
gifts.
If you continue in your marriage and then get pregnant, you
will be together for the rest of your lives. And unless you get along well,
your children will feel the effects of a bad marriage or divorce.
If you have big questions now you are right to step back and
truly explore your concerns. Love is not enough! It can wear off quickly if you
are not well suited for each other or if either one of you have problems with the
others’ character.
Simplifying it, you should have the three Cs: 1) Common
values and goals 2) Character 3) Communication.
If you do not have all three, you are most likely headed for
trouble.
I always recommend pre-marital counseling, with a religious
leader or therapist, for anyone who has questions. This can give you the
opportunity to clarify whether you have the same goals and values and if you
have the same or at least similar expectations about what your family will look
like.
It can also help you have better communication. It is often
said that communication is the secret to staying in love.
Finally, it is extremely important that you like and respect
your partner’s character. Character is not something you can change later and
if you don’t like it now, that flame that burns hot today will eventually
flicker out.
In your case, you have already called the wedding off so it
should be no surprise that you want to do some counseling to be sure. If he
won’t go, that tells you a lot and I strongly advise you to go on your own.
There is not enough room or time here to go into what might
be going on with him. However, I will say that he sounds deeply insecure. I
realize it does not look like it, but anyone who constantly brags about himself
or herself and puts others down is, in my view, someone who is trying to
convince himself but probably does not know it. Underneath it all, there is
serious insecurity.
But again, this is part of character and does not change on
its own. If anything, it may get worse unless he is lucky enough to get some
psychological help.
- See more at:
http://smdp.com/column-how-to-know-if-you-are-entering-a-good-marriage/125455#sthash.A9vZFJ7d.dpuf
Dear Life Matters,
I am feeling depressed, but I am really more confused than depressed.
At the end of June, I suddenly called off my wedding. I know why, at
least I think I do. I feel kind of crazy to have gotten so far along
only to have abruptly called it off.
We are still together. He thinks that I just got cold feet and even
though it has caused him great embarrassment, which he constantly makes a
point of, he forgives me because he understands that I have certain
“weaknesses.”
My friends and family think that I am nuts because he is so perfect
in so many ways. He holds undergraduate and graduate degrees from Ivy
League colleges, he is already successful and well on his way to great
things. He is also quite handsome and from a very good and wealthy
family.
My family is also well off and my father has been very successful. I
am quite close to my father, but the truth is that I have problems with
my mother, who is always pointing out my flaws and trying to change and
perfect me. Actually, this is one of the reasons that I stopped the
wedding. My fiancé reminds me of my mother.
He “loves” me, but I am never quite as good as I should be or as good
as he is. He is really great in all the ways that I have said and that
my friends and family say. I do love him; he has a very sweet side. But
he is hard on himself and hard on me. It’s as if he is addicted to
perfection.
But despite being hard on himself, he is also very vain. He is
constantly bragging about himself and putting others down behind their
backs. This is the side of him that I just hate. It really scares me.
Yet he seems like that guy that most any woman would want and I really
feel crazy, as in confused.
Signed,
Help
Dear Help,
I am really feeling you and understand your confusion. It is far
better to stop and wait, trust your intuition and examine your fears
before proceeding into such a big commitment.
While it may not seem so anymore, marriage is (meant to be) for a
lifetime. If you break up the first year like many marriages do, you
still will have spent lots of money unnecessarily and you will still
experience the pain of a lost dream and feelings of embarrassment for
having failed. And of course you will have to break up the household
that you have set up, one of you will have to move and there will most
likely be arguments over the wedding gifts.
If you continue in your marriage and then get pregnant, you will be
together for the rest of your lives. And unless you get along well, your
children will feel the effects of a bad marriage or divorce.
If you have big questions now you are right to step back and truly
explore your concerns. Love is not enough! It can wear off quickly if
you are not well suited for each other or if either one of you have
problems with the others’ character.
Simplifying it, you should have the three Cs: 1) Common values and goals 2) Character 3) Communication.
If you do not have all three, you are most likely headed for trouble.
I always recommend pre-marital counseling, with a religious leader or
therapist, for anyone who has questions. This can give you the
opportunity to clarify whether you have the same goals and values and if
you have the same or at least similar expectations about what your
family will look like.
It can also help you have better communication. It is often said that communication is the secret to staying in love.
Finally, it is extremely important that you like and respect your
partner’s character. Character is not something you can change later and
if you don’t like it now, that flame that burns hot today will
eventually flicker out.
In your case, you have already called the wedding off so it should be
no surprise that you want to do some counseling to be sure. If he won’t
go, that tells you a lot and I strongly advise you to go on your own.
There is not enough room or time here to go into what might be going
on with him. However, I will say that he sounds deeply insecure. I
realize it does not look like it, but anyone who constantly brags about
himself or herself and puts others down is, in my view, someone who is
trying to convince himself but probably does not know it. Underneath it
all, there is serious insecurity.
But again, this is part of character and does not change on its own.
If anything, it may get worse unless he is lucky enough to get some
psychological help.
- See more at: http://smdp.com/column-how-to-know-if-you-are-entering-a-good-marriage/125455#sthash.5ay2SzKl.dpuf
Dear Life Matters,
I am feeling depressed, but I am really more confused than depressed.
At the end of June, I suddenly called off my wedding. I know why, at
least I think I do. I feel kind of crazy to have gotten so far along
only to have abruptly called it off.
We are still together. He thinks that I just got cold feet and even
though it has caused him great embarrassment, which he constantly makes a
point of, he forgives me because he understands that I have certain
“weaknesses.”
My friends and family think that I am nuts because he is so perfect
in so many ways. He holds undergraduate and graduate degrees from Ivy
League colleges, he is already successful and well on his way to great
things. He is also quite handsome and from a very good and wealthy
family.
My family is also well off and my father has been very successful. I
am quite close to my father, but the truth is that I have problems with
my mother, who is always pointing out my flaws and trying to change and
perfect me. Actually, this is one of the reasons that I stopped the
wedding. My fiancé reminds me of my mother.
He “loves” me, but I am never quite as good as I should be or as good
as he is. He is really great in all the ways that I have said and that
my friends and family say. I do love him; he has a very sweet side. But
he is hard on himself and hard on me. It’s as if he is addicted to
perfection.
But despite being hard on himself, he is also very vain. He is
constantly bragging about himself and putting others down behind their
backs. This is the side of him that I just hate. It really scares me.
Yet he seems like that guy that most any woman would want and I really
feel crazy, as in confused.
Signed,
Help
Dear Help,
I am really feeling you and understand your confusion. It is far
better to stop and wait, trust your intuition and examine your fears
before proceeding into such a big commitment.
While it may not seem so anymore, marriage is (meant to be) for a
lifetime. If you break up the first year like many marriages do, you
still will have spent lots of money unnecessarily and you will still
experience the pain of a lost dream and feelings of embarrassment for
having failed. And of course you will have to break up the household
that you have set up, one of you will have to move and there will most
likely be arguments over the wedding gifts.
If you continue in your marriage and then get pregnant, you will be
together for the rest of your lives. And unless you get along well, your
children will feel the effects of a bad marriage or divorce.
If you have big questions now you are right to step back and truly
explore your concerns. Love is not enough! It can wear off quickly if
you are not well suited for each other or if either one of you have
problems with the others’ character.
Simplifying it, you should have the three Cs: 1) Common values and goals 2) Character 3) Communication.
If you do not have all three, you are most likely headed for trouble.
I always recommend pre-marital counseling, with a religious leader or
therapist, for anyone who has questions. This can give you the
opportunity to clarify whether you have the same goals and values and if
you have the same or at least similar expectations about what your
family will look like.
It can also help you have better communication. It is often said that communication is the secret to staying in love.
Finally, it is extremely important that you like and respect your
partner’s character. Character is not something you can change later and
if you don’t like it now, that flame that burns hot today will
eventually flicker out.
In your case, you have already called the wedding off so it should be
no surprise that you want to do some counseling to be sure. If he won’t
go, that tells you a lot and I strongly advise you to go on your own.
There is not enough room or time here to go into what might be going
on with him. However, I will say that he sounds deeply insecure. I
realize it does not look like it, but anyone who constantly brags about
himself or herself and puts others down is, in my view, someone who is
trying to convince himself but probably does not know it. Underneath it
all, there is serious insecurity.
But again, this is part of character and does not change on its own.
If anything, it may get worse unless he is lucky enough to get some
psychological help.
- See more at: http://smdp.com/column-how-to-know-if-you-are-entering-a-good-marriage/125455#sthash.5ay2SzKl.dpuf